There is one saying in my native language (turkish) which expresses well his/yours particular ability/talent/curse, I would say it is used for very intelligent/sharp, therefore so called complicated persons, perhaps like many of us, still surviving, in this list, that is: "forty foxes continously and smoothly travel within his/her mind never tangling their tails".
This is beautiful, elegant and meaningful for me. Thanks a lot for posting it! I try for this kind of mind, but unlike he/she in the quote, my fox tails are usually a tangled mess!